Epilogue
Part 1
I feel nothing. I am
lost in darkness. The box that holds me is cramped and cold and I feel no
release from this prison. The beast, if it ever did exist within my flesh, has
been silent for months now. I have no visitors to my cell. Geoffrey and my
mother have not send a word or a letter to me since my night of fever dreams. I
speak to no one now save a man through a hole in the wall every few days and he
reassures me that things will get better. I have recounted what I remember of
the last weeks and months to him as I can. He gives me pills on which to calm
my nerves and food with which to keep me alive. I oblige as I have not resorted
as of yet to self-murder.
My mind flares in flames often and I
see pin pricks of light emerge in the darkness. I am among the stars as I had hoped.
Dreams and reality have no distinction in the black box. I go to and fro from
this plane to the next but I am alone. There are no whispers. There are no
silvery figures. There are no shadowy beasts willing me to complete a trial. I
am without purpose once again. Or at least I was.
I hear
talk through the hole in the wall, arrant words most likely not meant for my ears.
I hear of royalty and the woes that he must endure. I feel a longing in my chest
to meet this king that lies beyond my door. A man I wish to put to my bosom in
friendship and loyalty. I have lost my shadow beast but I will claim a new master.
I will escape this black box one day. I will ascend from the darkness once
again. I will walk in his presence. I will worship the Pale King.
The Pale King →
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